i don't exactly know what it is
i cant quite put my finger on it
its these emotions pulsating through my veins
i'm so angry and infuriated.
than i'm depressed and upset.
i don't know what to do with myself
it feels like i'm going crazy
i don't know how to feel anymore
i wish i could make myself numb
numb to the fury and numb to sadness
didn't have to feel what i didn't want to
don't want to see things that will break my heart
i feel like an ocean deep and wide with emotion
like any moment they are going to pour out of my pores
it is a mix of everything i can feel
and i don't know how to make it stop
why am i feeling this way
why does things have to happen like this
why cant i press a reverse button on my life
but instead my insides, are running in fast forward
